2009年2月28日星期六

Sweep away doom

I always thought the scorpion in my room wasn’t a good omen.

So my wallet was stolen on this small island. Luckily my passport is in immigration office and payment in Tupper office. And I am very grateful he didn’t take my laptop, i.e. DATA!

There wasn’t much money but important photos, photos I cannot find anywhere else. I want them back, please~~~~~

Sign~~~~~~

It took me 15 years to get here. The memory of the days here is a hollowed ground that I allow no one to intrude because it will be taken to my afterlife. Please help me keep it perfect. 

2009年2月23日星期一

小明软趴趴 Xiaoming soft

My body feels soft like a dead dog lately. Xiaoming need some salt!
Wolf spider, scorpion, centipede and kissing bug-- all appear in my room in 3 days. The kissing bug was next to the night stand when I found it. Oh God I confess that I am not working hard these days, but please don't send them to me. Forgive me!  

2009年2月15日星期日

Fig, Bat and Larissa

My two best friends on the island are both bat people from the same university in Germany. Here are some stories about bat.

Fig Bay

I went out to look for fruiting fig tree one day with Larissa. She drove the boat out of lab cove. The boat bumped for about half an hour before we got to a place where the water was clear and green. The boat slowed down when we approach the bay. We have to be very careful about the trees under water. So the boat almost drifted into the bay, during which a group of keel-billed toucan flew from a tree across water to another tree, on after another, for an interval of about 1 minute and lasted for at least 10 minutes. I am always worried that their heads are too heavy that they may crash in flight sometime.

The little boat drifted slowly, so was a dark cloud that haunted us for the whole morning. When we got to the bay, it started to rain. Larissa showed me at least five different fig species. One of them was fruiting. We surveyed half of the bay then the rain got heavy. She didn’t have a Rite in the Rain, a kind of field book that you can write in the rain. So we headed back. Before leaving I took a picture. When we drove out of the rain, I looked back. The fog arose from the island like cooking smoke in a remote village. I couldn’t remember what’s the name of the bay so named it fig bay.

Ripe Fig

One day on my way back to the lab, I smelled some sweet fragrance in the air when I passed Wheeler 14. So I looked around and found many figs on the ground. It’s a kind of big fruit fig. I picked up one, open it and smelled it. And I immediately felt my stomach was empty. How happy I would be if I am a bat! I would hang somewhere nearby enjoy the sweet fragrance all day and I must cannot wait till the darkness to come.

Molossidae

At night of Dec 28, lunar calendar, a bat flew into the hallway. I opened the door but it wouldn’t fly out. So I caught it by my insect net. In the net the little guy closed its eyes tightly and was slightly shivering. Its long, thin point tail indicates that it’s a member of Molossidae, insect eating bat. The tiny face looked like a dog’s face. Its back was furry. He was frustrated so I didn’t want to hold him anymore. I shook my net but the little man hung tightly with his little hands and legs. Christian told me bats have to hang vertically and need some distance to glide before they can actually take off. So I gently put him on the wall. Five minutes later when Larissa came, he had gone.  

Thyropteridae

In the new rolled leaf of a Heliconia near the beginning of Snyder Molino roosted three tiny sucker-footed bats. Three of them hid at the bottom of the leaf with heads up. They have four small suckers on their wings and legs. They are the cutest animals I’ve seen on the island. To see the details click the picture.

Bat night

Last night I went to catch bat with Larissa. She uses mist net. In a short time we got 15. She gently detangled them from the net, measured them and fed them a little sugar water. Some bats were pregnant that they got so angry in the net. While Larissa was trying to get them out, they struggled to get themselves deeper. One of them bit her. But they were what she need for her experiment. The men were ready to mate. The balls were red and swollen. Larissa would work for the whole night while I left early before she started her experiment. She said that was the first time she got so many pregnant females for two years. And I was happy to share a fruitful night with her.

   

2009年2月13日星期五

Thank you 402

I would like to say "thank you" to my 402 sisters. Your letters made me feel warm and reminded me that there is always hope and I am not the one to give up. 
So xiaoming is back. Her dream is shining again.

2009年2月11日星期三

相亲

I got another arranged date from my parents. Merry, can you remember how many times I had this? I thought the arranged marriage had be an antique long ago. 
And I imagined my real date will be much more romantic and free.
Sigh......
It seems we are not living in the same era. 
But don't be sad, mom. I'll go. 

2009年2月8日星期日

Answer

I was kept thinking that why I was unhappy,
Even if my dreams became true 
One after another. 
Today I found out--
Happiness is to give.

2009年2月7日星期六

Who is Rostropovich?

Who is Rostropovich?

A puffbird sat solving the puzzle

Until being a tree branch

 

Who is Rostropovich?

A ceiba fell into ponder

And mindlessly touched the sky

 

Who is Rostropovich?

The queen ordered “find him!”

Thus her daughters covered the forest ground

 

Who is Rostropovich?

A squirrel says he is her distant relative

An eccentric

Lives in a far east tree hole

And sings a song of swan

 

Above:

2009-2-7

recall an old joke of “Who is Rostropovich”

on Schneirla BCI

2009年2月6日星期五

Hymn

The uterus of fig

Is the tomb of wasp

She shed her wings

In change of entrance

 

Upon death she resurrects

As many wasps

And repeat the timeless loop

Between tombs

 

Above: 2009-2-6

             Woke up 4:39 am

             After a bambi night

 

2009年2月4日星期三

How can I love you, Chinese?

Zhejiang University, one of the best universities in China, a research group leaded by a member of Chinese Academy of Science, a postdoc, 14 publications that are suspected fabricated or submitted to multiple periodicals, 3 papers retreated from international journals.

But the press officer of the university asserted that this is a personal behavior, and has nothing to do with the group and its leader. Who would believe that a senior scientist and a co-author of the papers knew nothing of this? The paper wouldn’t cover the fire! If you made the first mistake, do not make the second.

Lu, Xun has said that he was not afraid of suspecting Chinese by the worst intention. I deeply doubted this before and always change the word “” (afraid) to “” (good at). But then there is the tour group traffic accident, there is the poisoned milk, there is lip-synch. There are cheap but low quality goods and there are Chinese who go to churches only for free food and presents. I would advocate for you but deep in my heart I believe the repeated shame of the flying shoe dose not come from nowhere.

Every time when there was such news in media, I was questioned a lot by the curious Americans. My dear people, how do you suppose me to react, arrogantly patriotic, or nobly cynic? At these times I had no choice but to silently swallow the sour.

Chinese, how can I love you?